I'm HURT!!!

everything is gone! it's over just because of a test and misunderstand
are we so weak? i really dun understand why! 1st u say u love mi alot,
2nd u say i am diff,3rd u say u are happy being with me and last u hurt me
by saying u regret being with me? what are u trying to do to me. I really dun
understand. sob~ why a person can change so fast, with jus their words.

I'm jealous!!! I'm sad!!! i suddenly feel no life!!!
a day without you = a day without life
dun you understand the true meaning in it.
i need u!!!

haiz~ frenzs i am sorry if this few month i wun be lame
or making u all laugh, i am really hurt by alot of needle.
and i mean it. i am not trying to let that person feel bad
but this is wad i am feeling and u people who are reading now
are my frenz. i treat u all as my bro and sis. Friends, i am in a
down, sad, hurt, moody life now aday. hope u guys will help me out.
thank you. :'(

+God, i felt that u are far away from me, and i dunno why i felt this
too. but Father i pray today that u will draw nearer to me ones again,
Father i need u, i need ur arm and love. hold me Father, and may u pour
down ur Holy Spirit to help me have a break through.
Father, there's no one that can help me but only you. Please Father pour down
your blessing to me, i pray! thank you Father! Amen!!!